So the best of my anxiety got me today. I ended up not sleeping well last night, haven't really felt baby move too much, stomach soft and just feeling chubby, not pregnant. Called Doctor and they did a doppler to hear baby heartbeat. It is strong at 160 bpm. Feeling much better now. Very excited to see this baby on ultrasound week from tomorrow.
I wish I could be a laid back pregnant mom but I am so afraid that something will go wrong. Need to have more faith in God's plan for me and this family :) I wake up every morning feeling so blessed that I get to continue to make this little one bigger and stronger.
Both boys decided this weekend that they want a little sister. Ryan does because he thinks girls are cute. Nate does, I think, because it is one less distraction in their boy time with dad :). Nate said that he is going to be a big helper though...I know both boys are going to be great!
You are going to be such wonderful Mama! Isn't it so wonderful to hear the heartbeat? I'm looking forward to finding out what you are having. I know I haven't seen you or felt your tummy, butI'm pretty certain it's a girl. ;-)
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